Should I....?

hem i wanna tell you that last Tuesday i saw him after school.
hm, gimana ya ceritanya-_-
jadi di hari itu kelas gue gak langsung pulang, lupa karena apa. oiya karena bahasa inggris!
ya jadi pokoknya pas gue keluar kelas tuh udah pada sepi deh, and you know what?
i saw him!
dia lagi sendirian tau gak pertama gue liat dia lagi di koridor, liat ke arah lapangan. nah terus pas gue keluar dr kamar mandi dia lagi duduk di bangku di deket ruang kelasnya.
nah pas gue mau turun, dia lagi duduk di bangku 1 lagi di deket ruang kelas sebelah ruang kelasnya.
i saw there's something wrong with him.
he's different!
dia gak kayak anak cowok seangkatannya!
yg petakilan, selalu nongkrog2 gak jelas!
dia beda!
dia selalu sendiri
kemana pacarnya?
apa udah putus? *eh-_-
nah pas gue turun untuk foto kelas/ selesai foto, gue liat dia udah di bawah lagi ngobrol sm kls12.
duh aneh-_-
apa dia nunggu kelas gue turun?
dia duduk2 gak jelas mau nunggu kelas gue bubar dulu?
apa dia suka sama salah seorang temen sekelas gue?
but who's that girl?
Should i gr? -_-
there's something wrong or something with him. i don;t know that "thing"

Random Things

I WANT TO TELL YOU ABOUT THE RANDOMNEST THINGS IN MY LIFE
I FEEL ALONE, ALL ALONE.
DO YOU EVER FEEL YOU ALL ALONE IN THE CROWDED ROOM, YEAH I DID
I DONT HAVE ANY BESTFRIEND
ALLAH, PLEASE GIVE ME THE REAL ONE
IS THAT I DONT DESERVE FOR THE BESTFRIEND?
I FEEL LIKE EVERY ONE IGNORE ME
I FEEL LIKE IM THE ONLY ONE PERSON IN THIS WORLD EVEN IF I SEE A LOT OF PEOPLE AROUND ME
I'M ALONE
ALONE OF EVERYTHING
ALONE IN THE SCHOOL
ALONE UN THE ROOM
ALONE IN THE SOCIAL NETWORKS
ALONE IN THE DAY AND NIGHT
EVERY SINGLE DAY AND NIGHT
I LOST THE CLOSE FRIENDS
I'M TIRED OF BEING ALONE
IM TIRED OF BEING IGNORE
WHERE ARE THE SMILE THAT I ALWAYS PUT IT EVERYSINGLE DAY?
WHERE IS MY LAUGHTER WHICH IS DESCRIBE ME BEFORE?
WHERE IS ME BEFORE
AM I LOSS MYSELF?
HAVE YOU EVER FELT LIKE THIS?
IT HURTS HUH?
ALONE

- LONELY GIRL