the 1st of April

hmm today is the 1st of April.
yeah my month and i hope that it will be!
BUUTTT you know that today was the worst day?!
it;s not about the Prank of April fools it was real!
JADI.. tadi pas upacara gue dipanggil ke tengah lapangan!
bukan. bukan karna prestasi gue. tp karna gue cengengesan pas upacara!
jadi pas upacara mau di bubarin gue dipanggil pake NAMAGUE!
mau gak mau gue maju lah, terus gue diceramahin gila di tengah lamapangan di depan semua anak!
pas gue didepan asli malo bgt ya di ceramahin dan semua mata tertuju sama gue yang berdiri ditengah lapangan! semuanya hening! kecuali guru gue yg ngoceh-ngoceh!
ARGHHH i hate this day!!!

Some Things to tell

First

EXAM HAS DONE!!!!!

OMG 2 WEEKS OF EXAM 

can take my breath away! lol

today is the last day of exam and 

it completely done!

Finally!!!

Thank Allah:)

i hope i can make a great scores. aamiin


Second

umm do you ever feel like someone 

steal your bestfriend?

yea thats exacly what i feel now.

i felt like she stole my besttie!!!

i know she is my bestfie's classmate and 

so they are being friend.

but i dont know why i'm just envy 
when my bestfie tweet her. umm


Third

I just made my parent dissapointed, 

especialy my mom. :( sorry mom

because im failed to attend 

an accounting competition. 

ahhh thats all my fault. i'm so sorry :"(

Am I?

am i fallin in love?
really? i'm not that sure
okay i'll tell about him.
first he's my junior. now he's in x accounting 1 and me in xi accounting 1.
second. FRISTLY i pretend to like him just because my mate have a crush on junior too. so i just PRETEND to like him. not for reality
day by day.. i don't know what i just feel like i have a crush on him
every day i just take a look at him if i could
oh i wanna tell you!
that.... i ever gave him greet,
yeah when i don't realize i had a crush on him
me and my mates just walk thu his class and i saw him through the windows. aha
then unpredictly i said "hey (his name)"
and he saw me! and gave a simple smile maybe!
ah fool me! i think my voice wasn't loud enough. but my mate told me that my voice was loud.
oh i know that i'm a foolish girl!
after that day he knew me. he remember my face looks like! ah damn
i saw him when he look at me for some times.
but seems like he's friendly or he's such a flirt boy, everytime when i saw him, he's with some girls.(mostly)
then i found out about his girlfriend.
hm he has a girlfriend brahh.
now i'm confuse again, today he going to ldks, i'm very sad when he left the school. why? -_-
i don't wanna hope so much cause i'm affraid of fallin in love tbh
i'm affraid of pain, heartbreak, tears, and something like that.
i'm affraid of fallin in love. since i know that hurts

NYESELLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

GUE NYESEL GAK MAKE TIKET GREYSON GUE!!!!!!!
GUE NYESEL UDAH DI KASIH TIKET GRATIS BUAT NONTON ECEN MALAH GAK JADI
GUE NYESEL GAK BISA NONTON KONSERNYA
NYESEEL ASLI
PARAH
IF I COULD TURN THE HANDS OF TIME...
I'LL MEET HIMMMM
BUTT
AHHH
MAAF YAALLAH UDAH NYIANYIAIN NIKMAT MU:"(

what i dreamed today

Hari ini gue tidur siang..
Cukup lama.
Dan bermimpi macem-macem kayak gadogado...
Salah satu mimpinya itu tiba2 gue ada di suatu acara yang mirip pensi gitu.
Tapi anehnya disitu ada 5 org yang mau main flying fox.
Satu persatu mereka main flying fox.
pemain yang ke 4 dan 5 itu raka dan yudis
pas giliran raka semua pada gaduh kayak nyemangatin gitu
gue berdiri jauh dari tempat panggung yang juga di jadiin start buat flying fox.
seharusnya raka landing di deket gue, karna pemain sebelumnya sih begitu
raka pun terjun pake flying fox
tapi raka kayaknya jatuh.
semuanya cuma bisa "HAAAH?!" tapi gak ada yang deketin raka
gue bingung harus ngapain. akhirnya gue samperin dia
kpalanya udah ada di atas batu besar.
mukanya lemes bgt
gue sedikit angkat kepalanya. ternyata gak berdarah/
"leher lo yang sakit ya rak?"
"bukan. tapi yang diatas leher"
"ih itu otak kecil....


safira anak 44 dateng memotong omongan gue
"rak.."
dia menggotong raka.
layaknya penculik profesional(?)
gue cuma terbengong bengong liat kejadian itu.
terus masa gue ngelus2 batu yang ternyata ada bercak darah raka.
darahnya sih dikit kayak darah nyamuk gitu-_-
......
begitulah mimpinya.
bingung deh kenapa bisa mimpi raka
kenapa juga safira sm raka.
gak ada hubungannya._.
entahlah~

this is what i feel (SOME MONTHS AGO)

this is what i feel long time ago:p
i just wanna share it.

" honestly i miss you, but hhh im nothing for you.

yeah i knew it:"
did you miss me too?
i think NO
but I MISS YOU
i miss our memories
i miss our conversation
i miss out late night texts
i miss your laugh
i miss your silly face
i miss your joke
i miss your smile
i miss all of you
i know im nothing and maybe you already forgot about me. nevermind:"
but no matter how hard i try to forget you, to move on but it ends with"MISS"
i miss you......
i wish i could meet you again, or text you again.
did u remember me?
i was your close friend when we were grade 8, but why are youchanged?
did u know? i miss your texts. really miss that
i miss... all of you
i know i really miss u when i got dreams about you, and then when i woke up i remember you.....
i.miss.you"

am i adore him again?

hhhh okay blogie gue mau curhat.. gue bingung mau curhat sama siapa lagi selain sama lo.
Jadi gue pernah suka seseorang dari SD -_- kelas 4 Sd loh, yah bisa dibilang cinta pertama lah~
nama nya Afif oke gue frontal. yap gue udah gak suka lagi sih semenjak kelas 8 hmm dia udah ngelakuin sesuatu yg amat sangat jahat! sumpah deh! aih kalo inget itu rasanya pengen ngegorok dia aja!
sorry gie gue gak bisa cerita tentang itu karna ya nter gue emosi sendiri!
ya gue udah benci bgt sama itu manusia,
tapi hari ini tgl 12 Mei 2012 kan ada acara pensi smp tuh gue dateng dia juga dateng
aih rasanya gue... Gueee hmm am i adore him again? Duh jangan sampe deh!
bukannya apa apa gue udah kepalang benci sama dia meskipun hmm gitu deh
dannn satu hal lagi yang bikin gue ngeganjel. Ini tentang Rita! ya rita! sahabat gue yang satu itu juga suka Afif dari dulu.Afif juga cinta pertamannya Rita. dan Rita kayaknya ngerasain hal yang sama kayak yang gue rasain sekarang. Asli gue gak enak bgt sama Rita. gue pengen jujur sama dia. tapi gimana caranyaaa??? hhh GUE GAK BOLEH SUKA SAMA AFIF LAGI TITIK!
hari ini untuk pertama kalinya si afif itu bilang sama gue. Gak penting sih ngobrol biasa dan CUMA 3 KALIMAT. terakhir dia ngobrol sama gue pas kelas 8 awal deh kalo gak salah. sekarnag gue udah kelas 10. duh ngenes ya. dan udah gitu dia gak nyebut nama gue segala lagi; nih ya kalimat pertama "eh. dia ama dia putihan dia kan ya?" gak ngerti kan? tapi intinya dia bilang gue "EH"
kalimat kedua: "ih dia dari tadi asik makan aja" dan gue tegasin dia manggil gue "DIA" ya karna gue tau pas gue makan bubble gitu dia suka ngeliatin. pengen kali ya? beli laah wkwkwk
hmm terus gue jawab aja "ngapa? gak suka? bilang aja mauuu" terus dia jawab "sst jangan buka aib gitu"
lah apa banget kan sekian lama gue gak ngobrol sama dia setahun lebih loh. sumpag deh. asli ngeselin kan. sumpah selama pensi gue bete bgt gak nyaman ada dia! biarpun lagu yang dibawain di panggung itu jedak jeduk ttp aja hati gue melow abis! apa lagi kalo liat afif sama rita duduk sebelahan, deket bgt, bercanda2. duh duh duh but honestly they were a cute couple hehehe
tapi over all gue cukup senang lah dateng ke smp kangen semuanya hehe.
thanks blogie

the awkward moment begins and now isn't ends yet!!

hey blogie i wanna tell u somethin'
first, im is one of gsi crews. what is gsi? yeah it is gathering smpsnzr indo 
so, i must meeting with all the crews
nah! THAT AWKWARD MOMENTS BEGINS
hmm most of them is so nice in a text, twitter, facebook ext
BUT when we met yesterday ITS AWKWARD okay repeat again AAAWWWWWWKKKKKWWWWWAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRDDDDDDD! HA HA
we are not crazy as crazy as in a text!
just that. k bye~

almost give up

hmmmmmmm gue tau untuk menjual kaos2 itu butuh waktu yg gak sebentar
perjuangan harus keras
gue udah promosi ratusan kali ke ratusan orang juga tapi hasilnya masih nihil..
begitupun nani
masih blm dpt pelanggan
udah ada sih 1
udah gue coba berbagai cara *Asiiik
tp masih belum ada juga padahal harganya udah murah loh hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
yaAllah tolong berikan kesabaran untukku dan berikannlah pembeli bagi kaos kaos ku :"

10 march 2012

it's tci's 1st anniv

they made a lot of quiz

did u know? i won 3 times!

buttttttttttttttt

waktu kuis yg hadiahnya wristband itu gue gagal!

because i already won before

aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh is not fair!

hmm tp yaudah lah iklasin aja

mungin blm rezeki kali ya walaupun kecewa

padahal ada loh yg dpt 2 wristbands :"

sekian.trims wk

perjungan untuk membuat Kaos

jadi gini ceritanya
waktu gue kelas 8 gue pengen bgt buka distro
dan... impian itu raib (?)
pas liburan kelas 10, gue baca majalah tentang "gimana kalo jatuh cinta sama idola sendiri?" terus gue baca, dan kata psikolog mending tuh jadi fans yg produktif
dan gue baru ngeh kalo gue juga berimpian buka distro
dari situ gue kepikiran gimana kalo gue bikin kaos ttg cody?
hmm setelah liburan sekolah selesai, gue bilang tentang ini ke temen gue, Nani
dan ternyata dia mau banget sama rencana gue dan ya kita sepakat buat bikin kaos yg berbau cody
kita langsung beli buku design2 gitu
pokoknya setiap hari sabtu kita ketemu
entah ngapain._.
pertamanya kita design tuh
pas seleesai design kita cari tukang sablon yg "pas"
ini yg susah!
kita setiap minggunya berkelana entah kemana buat nyari tukang sablon
kedengerannya sih gampang untuk sekedar nyari tukangnya aja
tapi
ini SUSAH
dari harganya gak srek, tempatnya dll
kita ke senen dan rawamangun
kesenen sih udah beberapa kali kesana dan........hasilnya susah untuk dapet tukang yang cocok, padahal tuh tukangnya BANYAK bgt!!!
gue juga bingung._.
banyak pengorbanan yg kita keluarin, waktu, tenaga, uang......
terus kita dapet pelanggan nih!
dia pesen 2,
tapi........... UANGNYA SALAH TRANSFER :(
hmm yasudah lah
terus gue udah berkalikali di PHPin sama yg beli tp gakjadi
well terus gue sm nani sepakat buat ganti design
jadi greyson chance
soalnya kan greyson mau kesini jadi peluang lebih besar


WISH US LUCK :"

FINAL EXAMINATION IS DONE!!!!!!!
Finally! Yeah! Final exam is done!
So tired about it..
Cant wait for long holiday!
But..... I hope my value not bad, gak ada yg remedial! Maksimal yg remed 2 aja! Kabulkanlah yaallah u,u
im so tired at all...
I really need a long holiday as soon as i can

for my bestfriend

hem... do i have bestfriend?? cause im always ignored-_-

well, this is for my bestfriend (buat yg merasa aja)

you're so stupid. you're so weird. you're so crazy and not perfect

but thats okay. cause me too..

we laugh at randomness things, you know my ugliest side. even though we disagree sometimes, we never fight..when im sad you were always there to make sure im okay,thanks for being there for me..

we laughing together, screaming, crying and do stupid things together.. we support each other, i always to give my best for you..

we going crazy together, solve our problems.. i love you friends (:

nothing can chance our friendship and our position, everywhere you go, you'll still be my bestie

we r spend our times together,..

YOU ARE THE PART OF MY LIFE

I LOVE YOU

well, i miss panec friendship too, i miss when we are do the stupid things and being crazy, i miss that memories.. but are they miss me? i hope so

how's their days? everything okay? i hope so

from the buttom of my heart you guys still my bestfriend

i dont care if you all ignore me and act like dont know me..

for me, you r still part of my life

i miss you, really miss you that can't never change

i hope you r miss me too

(im crying when i typed this)

I LOVE YOU GUYS

AND ALSO I MISS YOU

What i dreaming last night

I wanna tell you about my dream..
Gue mimpi tentang Greyson chance
tapi anehnya aneeeh bgt, tempatnya itu di kampung halaman gue dan kayaknya jadul gitu
cerita awalnya si ecen bisa nyampe di kampung gue aja lupa
pokoknya si ecen ngeselin bgt deh!
Terus ada yg dia sepedahan ke kayak sawah2 gitu deh.. Nah disitiu bnyk sampah., gabanyak2 bgt sih, yg jelas ada la
terus gue jorokin deh ecen dan sepedanya
dia jatoh dan badannya banyak SAYUR NANGKA GITU
terus gue kaget dan gue bopong dia ke rumah nenek gue, niatnya pengen minta air buat ngebasuh ecen
eh kata nenek gue gak ada air, adanya di kali.. Gue tanya kalinya dimana, terus kata nenek gue di sawah2 tadi.. Terus gue ke sawah2 tadi kan., hari udah gelap gitu.. Tapi gue masih jalna terus nyari kali yg ga nemu2 sambil bawa ecen yg kotor bgt itu... Sampe malah hari gelap, gelaaaaap bgt gak ada lampu sam sekali.. Yaudah gue ke rumah sodara gue..
Sambil tetep gendong greyson
terus katanya gak ada air.. Dan gue ke rumah sodara gue yg 1 lagi.. Ada! Maksudnya ada airnya.. Yaudah gue bersihin deh badan dan khususnya mukanya...
Gue minta maaf dan dia bilang makasih
terus keesokan harinya kayak ada cewek di kampung gue gitu JADIAN sama greyson...
Gue udah sedih bgt ga pake aja di mimpi itu!
Terus alarm gue bunyi dan terbangun deh!
Sekian
itu mimpi gue.. Aneh emang-,- namanya juga mimpi...
Wasalam

i just need somebody to love~

I JUST NEED SOMEBODY TO LOVE
(backsong: somebody to love- justin bieber)
HAHAHA oke i wanna share my feelings, my heart just empty, i just need somebody to love, okay i said that twice, haha but truely i wanna have boyfriend, a guy who can my family, brother, best friend, and also boyfriend.. i wanna have boyfriend who loves me for who i am,.
well, i just confused, i dont know, i have a friend , his name is..... hem.... i dont wanna tell you about his name! he always tell me about his girlfriend, we are like a bestfriend, i dont know this feeling, i just....... honesly i kinda jealous when i saw him with his gf, but i dont want to fallin in love with him, i just want a friendship with him, JUST FRIENDSHIP! i just afraid to fallin in love, im afraid cause i dont want to feel hurt, thats hurting!
okay forgetting about him..
God you know? i want to have a boyfriend, im so lonely._.

GREYSON CHANCE in Indonesia

blogie, i wanna tell you about Greyson Chance and also when he was in here in 22-24th november.
Greyson chance is one of my favorite singers, i know him because of Cody simpson.. i love his voice, and also his music.. im an enchancer and also simpsonizer
about 2 weeks before his consert in here, he told us, and he said its a surprise for us, but it made me sad and also cry. my mom dont let me to watch the consert, she said its pemborosan-_-
about 1 week before he come, i just try to get the showcase invitation, quiz quiz and quiz, but i never be a winner, i just tired.. and then i know about Greyson will perform at the hits on trans tv, so i told my bestfriend, her name is Nani. she was excited bout that, and we're just make a plan to see greyson at the hits, but i know about the ticketing lately, TO GET THE TICKET MUST FOLLOW THE QUIZ but when i know it, the quiz just DITUTUP-___-" (bahasanya setengah2) i just cry cry cry
hem.. okay i just know, God dont give me the chance to this time, but to ANOTHER TIME :"


in 22th Greyson just arrived in Jakarta
im so galau because i dont have a chance to see him! just cry T.T
but i just shocked when i saw the video when greyson arrived at the hotel. GREYSON IS SO TALL!!! AND SO CUTIE :" just like a doll :3


in 23th
ITS THE SHOWCASE!!!! aaaahhhh galaaaau!
im not open my twitter account because so many people in my tl who watch greyson's showcase. i just not want to see their tweets witch make me envy and cry too


in 24th
GREYSON AT THE HITS TRANS TV
i just waiting for the hits, is so make me boring-_-
and......... yup! greyson finally!! he opened the show with "unfriend you"
you know what? greyson just like a baby doll, he's so cute, tall and.. ahh speachless
and my tears just fall down, i dont know why-_-
greyson perform 2 songs in the hits! it was amazing!
and he said HE WILL come back to indonesia again,
and i hope i can watch the consert and also Cody's consert! amen! God please give me a chance to see Greyson and Cody :3 amiiiiiiiiiiiin
thanks greys for visited hereee! tell about Indonesia to Cody so he come here too hehe love yaaa


BTW SO MANY FAKE ENCHANCER AFTER YOU'RE PERFORMING IN THE HITS!! HA




maaf kalo bahasa inggrisnya ngaco :"

HOPELESS

heh lo lo lo tau gak? gue tuh kan udah ngumoulin duit tuh dari sebelum masuk sekolah, kalo dikumpul2 sampe skarang bisa sejuta lebih tuh/! eh pas mama gue nanyain uangnya mau buat apa, yaudah gue jujur aja mau buat nonton kinsernya cody simpson kalo kesini, EEEHHH MAMA GUE GAK NGIKININ SAMA SEKALI!!!!! down..down...down..
gue cuman bisa berharap dan berdoa mudah2an cody keindonesianya 3 tahun lagi :" KATAKAN AMIN!

today 14.10.2011 ~('▽'~) (~'▽')~

hari ini itu hari ultah nya fatiyah. gue seneng :D knp? karna gue bisa ketemu sama nani & rita.. aaaaa kangen deh sama mereka u,u gue kangeeeeen super gila bgtbgtbgtan deh haha
akhirnya ketemu juga
jadi ceritanya gue nani rita ngadain suprise gitu deh sayangnya si intan gaikut T,T huh sayang yaaa
rencana nya itu ga berjalan dengan mulus sobat! haha jadi gue nunggu lama nungguin nani rita dulu, nani belum mengantongi izin. huhu
yaudah terus kita ber3 beli kue gitu dan dipasangin lilin gitu deh
pas didepan rumah fatiyah lilinlilinnya dinyalain tuh, dan tibatiba rame anak kecil ikutan gitu hahaha pas didepan pintu rumah fatiyah, kita ber3 sok sokan teriak2 gitu hahaha yaudah pas fatiyah buka pintu anak2 kecil itu nyanyi2 gitu haha terus kita webcam-an deh... aaaa seru abis, kangen gue terobati juga akhirnya, apalagi gue udah lama bgt ga liat kehebohan mereka :" kalo ada intan tambah heboh tuh pasti haaha
pas mau pulang............. jujur gue sedih bgtbgtan itu, gue gatau lagi kapan bisa ketemu :"(

all about my vocational high school

ya ya ya ini gue udah lama gak ngeblog ya hmmm....
okay gue mau cerita nih tentang sekolah gue 44vhs
gue jurusan akuntansi

*NEW FRIENDS
ehem ini gue frontal yaa
temen22 sekelas gue alay bzzzz-_- okelah maybe someday mereka bakal berubah, berdoa aja ya bung!
i have 2 new best friends her name is fitri and endah, but..... si fitri pindah sekolah :( semenjak midtest lalu, oke munkin itu memang keputusan dia. i always miss you girl
well gue mau nyeritain endah, that girl is so funny and kinda alay too-_____-" but no prob deh
ih lololo tau ga??! masa endah nyontek pr sama gue dan kalau salah dia malah marah marah, yaallah ampunilah dia-_-
dan lo tau gak? bzzzz temen22 sekelas gue jarang bow yang asik-_- ya karena itu deh..................... yang gue bilang di awal tadi, well i miss my junior high school friends so badly and i hope my vhs friends secepatnya sembuh (?)
okay lets forget about em-_-

*MY NEW SCHOOL
bah smk keras bow! ya gitu deh gurunye galak tapi gue tau kok, lamalama juga asik huehuehuee
udah ah gitu aja-_-

*MY MIDTEST
weh gue agak sedikit terkejut gitu yah, masa kalo kelas 7 kan waktu itu gue duduk sama kelas 8 ya.. nah ini gue kels 10 masa duduk sama kelas 12-_-
ya gak masalah sih
mid test nya sih lumayan mudah lah... cuman gue gedek bgt tuh ya sama pelajaran senibudaya, gurunya begimana sih masa ngasih kisi kisi tapi malah lain 400 derajat (?) bah lain bgt kan tuh pastinya,
dan midtest si fitri gadateng
fyi: fitri udah mulai pindah semenjak midtest berlangsung...

*MY MIDTEST VALUE
weh lo lo lo tau gak nilai midtest gue memuaskan loh.
malah ada yang nilai nya 100 huehehe
tapi gue nyesek liat nilai senibudaya masa 55-_- well, gakpentinglah~ tapitapitapi nilai b.inggris oi nyesek abis, gila ya gue merasa yakin 90% tuh! eh tautau nilainya 60=_= yasalam


sepertinya cukup ceritanya sampai disini~ byee

MOPDB dan hari2 pertama masuk sekolah baru

sekolah baru....lingkungan baru.....kelas baru....temen baru....guru baru.. dan yak! itu artinya harus adaptasi lagi. dan jujur gue males kayak gitu
okay jadi gini ceritanya! *kayakapaanaja
PRAMOS
itu tepatnya hari sabtu
dan sekolah gue gak kayak yg disadut T_T ini harus kudu wajib ngebrang jalann raya! dan gue takut! oh iya mulai hari itu gue berangkat ke 44 nya sendiri tuh.. eh ga sendiri deh gue sama ulfani
nah gue kira tuh ada temennya jadi gatakuttakut bgt laahh nyebrangnya
dan taugak? ternyata ulfani itu lebih takut dri pada gue-___-
sumpah deh ini lebih dari nyebrangin neneknenek
dan yak akhirnya gue menyadari kalo gue bisa wakakak
MOPDB
mopdb gue ceritain yg ketiga hari nya itu
kesannnya sih... gue bisa lebih lancar lagi urusan nyebrang menyebrang! wakakakk terus gue ga sukanya pas mopdbtuh pas bagian dijemurnya
sumpah panas bgt gapake ajaa
hhhh udah lah segitu aja kesannya
NOCOMMENT BUAT SEKOLAHNYA-____-
wakakakak
oke
2hari pertama pas sekolah.
kesan gue sih anaknya krik krik abis! sumpah demi deh gaboong! gue jadi kangen smp kan! anak sadut mah lawak semua jadi gak krik krik kriuk kriuk gitu lah-___-
oiya plangnya amat sangat sore! nyari angkot susah dan bus sekolah jga susah! jakarta keras gan!
oiya menurut gue yaa ini sistem sekolah gue amat sangat membingungkan! wasalam.